I have always had submissive fantasies, Lo7 is new to the Domme roll, but learning very fast. We juggle between vanilla responsibilities and our secret life. L07 has decided we have been exploring long enough, She has an idea what she wants out of my submissive side but needs to "tear me down and rebuild me".
I have to agree that I do control when I feel like being Sub and that is very frustrating for L07 so she "read the riot act"
When she is ready, she will inform me on a Friday morning and I MUST
1)Clear all plans for that weekend
2)Have groceries and a menu for a light meal Friday night.
3)At 5:00 pm Friday-5:00pm Sunday all my rights and freedom I am accustomed to cease, and I must go directly home and proceed and obey any instructions I receive from LO7 without question .
4) If Lo7 is not home and there are no instructions I must simply strip and put all my possession's in "her master bedroom in a box she will provide.
5) Naked , I must now simply wait for my Mistress to arrive, being stripped of rights I may not turn on a TV/radio/computer or eat or drink I must just stand or kneel which ever Lo7 has required and wherever she has required ,me to do so and wait for her.
6) Lo7 has also informed me that any time I am in the waiting mode. I must be using my brain to think of nice things I can do for her , Meal planning , surprise romantic evenings etc. She has also informed me that this is a very important task and while she may be relaxing with friends having a glass of wine I must be using this down time to better our lives. This task of rebuilding my submissiveness is very important and when she does get home the ideas and commitment I share with LO7 will determine where I sleep that night. Bad=garage floor Through Excellent = Master bed
So now I only can wait for her 5:00 o'clock call.