Saturday, November 27, 2010
Usually when you hear from Kb7 it is pre-fantasy or post fantasy. Kb7 is generally seeking advise how to fix his BAD behavior or asking for the appropriate punishment. Well the punishment is not really a punishment it is what he desires, so are we really helping or condoning his behavior?
This is a lifestyle I was approached with and consented to, why is it such a continuously fight and struggle? kb7 flip flops between vanilla and the true blue person he really is. I get used to the loving , attentive, doting pussy whipped slave one day and then I get the stubborn, sarcastic and sometime verbally mean man I am married to.
I have instructed Kb7 to make his confession public to our loyal followers...you will be the judge and jury.
The other morning I stopped by the office to start a little tease session with Kb7, I was wearing my skinny jeans with my black suede over the Knee boots, black Lacy Victoria Secret push up bra under my new Lacy sheer black blouse....when I walked in the door Kb7 was obviously agitated, I was put off by his rejection. I walked back to the door said I was going Christmas shopping, he said yeah see ya! I said "gee this submissive lifestyle is sure working for you hey?" KB7 told me to "SHUT UP!" ....Let the jury decide .
I continuously struggle for power, our vanilla lifestyle is much more peaceful yet not full filling...so confused and frustrated!
Sunday, November 21, 2010
LO7 is away this weekend, I love it when we are connected and I really feel the love and truly miss her.
I have been thinking of ways to stay this close and think that maybe a "Vanilla Daily Ritual" might help to remind us of our rolls and no matter what the mood of either of us this simple task must be completed and hopefully it will be enough to keep both of us focused on each other. I am looking for ideas it could be something very simple, or something a little more complex I am open to suggestions