Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Rewards & Domestic duties

After 4 weeks of unspoken Chastity Lo7 allowed me to cum! The way she did it was very controlling, although at the time neither of us realized that her natural dominance was taking over. Lo7 has been house bound after surgery for about a month now so we decided to take her and 3 of the 5 kids away for a night in a hotel and some early Christmas shopping. In bed with the 3 little ones in the same room Lo7 's magic fingers got a hold of my hard cock and she went to work on me, If I moaned, even very softly she stopped and gave my stomach a tap to warn me not to make a sound, if I was close I touched her hand to let her know then she would stop the pleasure and squeeze my balls until it was safe to start again. This went on for a very long time and not a word was said. When Lo7 was ready she finished me off to a silent but pleasurable orgasm. Last night as I washed the kitchen floor while Lo7 talked to a friend on the phone, My mind replayed the natural control that seamed to come so easly to Lo7, then I realized that I was enjoying the fact that she had instructed me to wash the floor and was fully in my sub space as my princess sat comfortably chatting with a friend. I guess the purpose of this post is to let you know that it seems that FLR is happening naturally and it feels right.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Challenges, cleaning, catering, caos but no Chastity!

What a pleasant surprise to see kb7 has made good use of our blog and received the guidance and good advise from you wonderful, kind and genuinely caring subs. Thank- you, Thank-you, even a spank you!((hugs))
We are still during the early days with my recovery, but doing much better. I'm feeling a little selfish having the entire household helping out. kb7 can't do it all, and I wouldn't expect it either.
Prior to surgery, we made a promise to each other to keep our lifestyle alive, though there would be some setbacks, we both were responsible to at least try. During the first 10 days when my mom was here, I did try at my first doctors appointment, but it didn't go over too well. As I read kb7s posts I realise he was feeling the impact of our current situation, and my heart hurt for him. I simply pointed to my feet and had said in front of the entire waiting area and my MOM, and said to kb7 "hey hon, you will have to give me a foot bath, massage my feet and paint my nails tonight" kb7 simply smiled and looked back at his hands sitting on his lap. His response makes complete sense to me since reading our blog. I of course gave up, and had evil thoughts running through my head!! I bit my lip and just let it all go.
Moving forward...this morning kb7 called first thing to inform me that he awoke twice during the night dreaming about masturbating...this was a turn on for sure. Which was a good indication to me, that time does heal.
kb7 has done so much for us, what should I do for him in return?
With much gratitude, until later...
Lo7 xo

Friday, October 16, 2009

am I really worthy

Well the first week of service was a disaster, Lo7 had her mother waiting on her and for some reason I could not get my submissive side to come out. I did many things to help Lo7 but I was not the submissive husband she needed at the time. Today I feel much more submissive and I will try and be the slave to her I have always fantasised about. Gee who knew the submissive side would be such a hard thing to do , especially when I have wanted it for so long. I would really appreciate any comments or guidance from Sub husbands or Domme wives.

Monday, October 5, 2009

6 weeks of service

Lo7 has had some surgery and will require a servant for the next six weeks.
Her Mom and sister will be around but like she said the other day, this will be your test! You say you want a FLR well time to put your money where your mouth is. I look forward to proving myself to her and will keep the blog posted on my/our progress. On another note, my last post on the "Royal Room" was an idea I had but after Lo7 read the post she reminded me what we have been saying all along, "Baby steps" we are not ready yet, but she said we will know when we are and that will be an excellent tool for communication