am I really worthy

Well the first week of service was a disaster, Lo7 had her mother waiting on her and for some reason I could not get my submissive side to come out. I did many things to help Lo7 but I was not the submissive husband she needed at the time. Today I feel much more submissive and I will try and be the slave to her I have always fantasised about. Gee who knew the submissive side would be such a hard thing to do , especially when I have wanted it for so long. I would really appreciate any comments or guidance from Sub husbands or Domme wives.
kb7

6 weeks of service

Lo7 has had some surgery and will require a servant for the next six weeks.
Her Mom and sister will be around but like she said the other day, this will be your test! You say you want a FLR well time to put your money where your mouth is. I look forward to proving myself to her and will keep the blog posted on my/our progress. On another note, my last post on the "Royal Room" was an idea I had but after Lo7 read the post she reminded me what we have been saying all along, "Baby steps" we are not ready yet, but she said we will know when we are and that will be an excellent tool for communication
kb7

The Royal Room

As we move forward, My mind races. I find great relaxation lying dreaming of new exciting ways to define our roles in the FLR. I am not sure if Lo7 spend as much time as I do on this lifestyle but I know she is very impressed at how peaceful our lives have become since we both accepted our roles and are working on honing them. Last night when I was unwinding watching TV a thought came to me that I had never read in a blog and wanted to share it with our little community. In my Idea, fantasy,plan or whatever you want to call it, when Lo7 feels that our lives are slipping back to too much "vanilla" She need only call me and say we need to talk in the "Royal Room" this can be a designated room or any room she desires at any time. What this means in our FLR is that The Royal Room is where my Queen Is without question in full control and I may enter but must not sit unless instructed and must not speak unless asked a question. This is where Lo7 can talk and my most important task is to listen and understand.This is a way that when we are slipping off track Lo7 can use her power to get us back on without having to get mad or frustrated. This also gives me a chance to regroup and prove my submission to her and become a better listener.Of course this is my idea and I will have to have Lo7 read the post and she would decide if it is a good idea or not.
I would love to hear any comments on this
kb7

reality and comfort = a succesfully FLR

Lo7 and I are realizing that yes a FLR is very possible and very natural. That said I think that anyone trying to live this lifestyle must realize that it is a slow complicated process. We started this journey back in January when we started our blog. In our minds we have moved forward leaps and bounds, but in reality we are only baby steps in to this relationship. The key, we think to moving forward is both of us to be comfortable and secure in every new way of life. For instance Last night Lo7 introduced 3 new rules to our FLR life 1) I must Become more submissive in a loving way in our every day life. It must become a natural part of me. 2)I must never touch Lo7 unless I ask permission. 3)If we are fooling around and I feel myself close to cumming I must say "please stop" ( this is to teach me control of my , correction her penis! and adds a little humiliation to her control, making me say "please stop" instead of I am getting close.) To many readers I sure that this seems like a small thing but had Lo7 made these rules even a month ago I truly don't think it would have been achievable for either of us. We both look forward to our continuing Journey and as we move forward the hurdles that slowed the journey at the beginning seem to be less and less. O yes and Lo7 is quite proud that she is not as predictable as she once was ! I sit here typing Lo7 satisfied with an orgasm last night ,me not so lucky, after serving tea this morning I was sure that she would let me cum, but no she only played with my hard on and took great pleasure in hearing me say "please stop" several times. I think she was more pleased with the fact that I finally cant predict how she will "control" me
kb7

Domestic Servitude

Lo7 is very Particular! She was out visiting friends the other night , phoned and asked me to put a frozen pizza in the oven and she would be home shortly.The Kids were with their other parents so it was just us for the night. I was hungry tired and had worked late and had a few glasses of wine when I got home,
The pizza went in and My first mistake was using a tea towel to take it out then cutting the pizza to see if it was done and putting it back in , taking it out when it was ready I noticed the cheese and sauce had dripped into the oven and sauce was all over the towel. hungry and mellow from the wine I cut my pizza and ate leaving the tea towel on the counter and filling my wine. Lo7 came home and The sound of her voice as she called me to the kitchen made me jump. Until this point our FLR has only been in the bedroom,but that was about to change! Explaining that she had just cleaned the oven days earlier and that I knew better than to use a tea towel. Lo7 surprised me when instead of being mad asked me to go and get one of the kids ping pong paddles. It was not until I was coming back up the basement stairs that I realized what was going to happen next. Lo7 's first words when I arrived in the kitchen, "there is no negotiating here, strip" Excited, scared, embarrassed I laughed and she just stood not even cracking a smile . I removed my clothes and was starting to get nervous. "Hands straight out against the wall legs apart" was all she said. In this position I closed my eyes as she rubbed the paddle against my ass cheek, " This is turning you on" she said as she could not help but notice my cock growing. "well tonight is not about the pleasure that's for sure" she said, I could not believe when the first paddle hit my butt. 5 more on each cheek and Lo7 kissed me and said clean this mess up then come and watch TV with me. Needless to say I did exactly as I was told.

Training Continues

As you can see by Lo7's last post with picture it was a WLM weekend and slowly a new way of life for us. I cant count how many times during the weekend Lo7 brought me to the edge with her tongue , magic fingers and her wet hot womanhood, only to deny me the pleasure of orgasm and every time she did this it finished with me licking and massaging her to climax, then on with the day. I tried to explain to Lo7 the frustration/pleasure I got from being denied and she was ammused when just the sound of her cumming almost made me cum myself! When I finally was allowed release the pleasure was heaven and the amount of cum was proof to L07 that I was as turned on as she had ever seen me. I think Lo7 now realizes that this is a win win for both of us
kb7

An extra LONG weekend for Kb7...

I awoke this morning to our usual morning ritual of tea served to me in bed, Kb7 had picked some beautiful roses for me as an extra added touch of thoughtfulness. I could see through Kb7s boxers a bulge, I grabbed onto his crotch and gave a gentle squeeze, teasing with him that I can see I was missed while I was away over this past week. After tea and some teasing, I forewarned Kb7 that he was not permitted to cum, I told him to get something in his head that is a turn off for him. (I was a little evil and told him to think of one of his ex who repulses him. I know he was thinking of her because he literally went instantly soft in my hand!
I guided Kb7s hand between my legs, he moaned when he felt how wet and swollen I was. Kb7 worked his magic,I instructed kb7 to look at the pleasure all over my face, he sucked and licked me both gentle and hard, making sure my nipples were erect, I had one of the best orgasms, my body was trembling all over, I was extremely satisfied. Kb7 admitted me was afraid he was going to cum watching and listening to me, but was able to control himself, baby steps.
I plan on making a day or two of this, I know it should be longer but he has been trying so hard lately trying to get into his role as an obedient sub. One would have to know my man to truly appreciate how difficult my role is. Think of it as trying to put a pair of pants on a galloping horse!! Not entirely possible yet achievable!
One more detail, Kb7 attempted to paint my toe nails, so cute, he was shaking, his big hands holding onto my little toes, dripping red nail polish on my legs, a clothe under my feet, his hands and then he started to laugh! Red wasn't the best choice of nail polish for an amateur. I did a little fix up with some nail polish and a Q-tip. All in a days work training my sub. Good job baby x0


Enjoy the picture of my roses *wink
Lo7