Play Time

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The Norm and the Fantasy

Lo7 loves to watch our follower number go up! The only way this happens is to post, so here we go. FLR is definitely becoming more prominent in our lives, the norm now is for me to paint Lo7's nails, morning tea is also served to Lo7 in bed, it is just the way it is. Lo7 told me to post a fantasy, We are going away this weekend for 2 days no kids just us, so i figured a weekend fantasy would be in order.
In my fantasy as soon as we leave Lo7 takes full control, this get away is about truly being slave to her. In my fantasy the more control Lo7 takes the hotter and wetter she gets! In my fantasy Lo7 has many orgasms however she wants them, I have as many as she wants! In my fantasy if Lo7 says walk a 1/2 pace behind me I do, carrying her bags as she shops. Or she may just say wait in the car and this is what i must do. In my fantasy Lo7 has no reservations punishing her slave for any actions that do not meet her expectations.The punishment may not happen right away but Lo7 would definitely take pleasure in keeping me aware that when we get back to the room I may be standing in the corner naked with a red butt reflecting on my actions. What I eat , drink, or even the cloths I wear are not my choice and lo7 is always sure to remind me of this. In my fantasy Lo7 has me marked in a discreet way , (maybe 1 painted finger nail) in public she takes pleasure in pushing the limit of exposing my slave marking(s).I as slave have no money or credit cards and even sleeping on the bed is a privilege not a right. In my fantasy even with this extreme role play any one seeing us together would be jealous of the love and affection being displayed by a mid 40s couple. In my fantasy I grow as a submissive to Lo7 and Lo7 grows as the Leader in this lifestyle.

Back on Track

Lo7 arrived home to me in my Panties and clean shaven. I felt happy to have shown her I love for her to take control. Skip ahead to Friday night. I have Upset Lo7 3 times today, Instead of using her control Lo7 gets mad and this makes me mad and the whole night is almost ruined.Together after some talk we re-group the night ends with a hot kissing session and LO7 cumming 2 times, kb7 0

Double Secret Probation

LO7 is going out of town for the night tonight and wont be back until late tomorrow afternoon she may or may not read this post before she goes. 3 things that I must do while she is gone, Shave "Her" cock and balls, wear the Red panties while she is out of town and No Alcohol. The reasons I am doing these is I think LO7 is testing me, the other night she asked why I was not clean shaven, my reply was weak and her only words were "I should not have to tell you I have told you once to stay clean shaven". Last night as I helped her with the Laundry she said while I am gone wear the red Panties.
After while I was having a glass of wine she suggested I switch to water. All these comments were made in passing and she did not demand, but more suggest that I follow her instructions So November 11 will be a day of Remembering the Troops who Fought for our freedom and the Day kb7 used his brain and listened to my queen.

2 steps forward 4 steps back

I think any one in any relationship has these ups and downs, When it is a "different from the norm" it just magnifies. For L07 and I both being stubborn it makes it even worse. The more we disagree the more L07 moves out of the FLR mode which in turn drives my sub side right out the window. I know this should never happen if we are truly living an FLR lifestyle is what you are thinking now! We are man and Woman exploring a lifestyle that has been in my fantasies for a long time and is very new to LO7. Reading Blogs like "Being her Knight" I have learned something about myself, LO7 Likes my submissive side, what triggers my submissive side is her taking control, not getting mad just being dominant. The mad side of her only makes me defensive. So I guess to continue down this path I must learn to keep my sub side to the front and LO7 , well she just needs to put her foot down instead of putting up with my "stubborn side"

Rewards & Domestic duties

After 4 weeks of unspoken Chastity Lo7 allowed me to cum! The way she did it was very controlling, although at the time neither of us realized that her natural dominance was taking over. Lo7 has been house bound after surgery for about a month now so we decided to take her and 3 of the 5 kids away for a night in a hotel and some early Christmas shopping. In bed with the 3 little ones in the same room Lo7 's magic fingers got a hold of my hard cock and she went to work on me, If I moaned, even very softly she stopped and gave my stomach a tap to warn me not to make a sound, if I was close I touched her hand to let her know then she would stop the pleasure and squeeze my balls until it was safe to start again. This went on for a very long time and not a word was said. When Lo7 was ready she finished me off to a silent but pleasurable orgasm. Last night as I washed the kitchen floor while Lo7 talked to a friend on the phone, My mind replayed the natural control that seamed to come so easly to Lo7, then I realized that I was enjoying the fact that she had instructed me to wash the floor and was fully in my sub space as my princess sat comfortably chatting with a friend. I guess the purpose of this post is to let you know that it seems that FLR is happening naturally and it feels right.

Challenges, cleaning, catering, caos but no Chastity!

What a pleasant surprise to see kb7 has made good use of our blog and received the guidance and good advise from you wonderful, kind and genuinely caring subs. Thank- you, Thank-you, even a spank you!((hugs))
We are still during the early days with my recovery, but doing much better. I'm feeling a little selfish having the entire household helping out. kb7 can't do it all, and I wouldn't expect it either.
Prior to surgery, we made a promise to each other to keep our lifestyle alive, though there would be some setbacks, we both were responsible to at least try. During the first 10 days when my mom was here, I did try at my first doctors appointment, but it didn't go over too well. As I read kb7s posts I realise he was feeling the impact of our current situation, and my heart hurt for him. I simply pointed to my feet and had said in front of the entire waiting area and my MOM, and said to kb7 "hey hon, you will have to give me a foot bath, massage my feet and paint my nails tonight" kb7 simply smiled and looked back at his hands sitting on his lap. His response makes complete sense to me since reading our blog. I of course gave up, and had evil thoughts running through my head!! I bit my lip and just let it all go.
Moving forward...this morning kb7 called first thing to inform me that he awoke twice during the night dreaming about masturbating...this was a turn on for sure. Which was a good indication to me, that time does heal.
kb7 has done so much for us, what should I do for him in return?
With much gratitude, until later...
Lo7 xo