5 more days

I May get to orgasm in 5 days, I think the picture is worth a thousand words

8 Days and counting

LO7 is out of town for a few days but not out of my thoughts. Even though hundreds of miles separate us it is clear that the Penis hanging between my legs is not mine to enjoy, and the reality is that LO7 knows that now and is growing to love her roll as absolute head of the Household .

Denial

LO7 has made it clear that I will not cum until our weekend getaway next weekend


Feb 19-20. The term ” be careful what you wish for comes to mind “ I was allowed to cum last Sunday but only because I was past the point of no return and LO7 had enjoyed a few orgasms by that point. So I am at a minimum 9 days and counting!!!! 1 year ago LO7 would have never dreamed of making me wait for an orgasm, quite the opposite, she always made sure I was completely satisfied even if she was not in the mood. As I sit here typing horny and “MALE” I have to ask my self “are you nuts” and the answer is YES";Because the Sub in me is much stronger now and lives for the denial and loss of control,

Just knowing that LO7 can cum whenever she wants but I have to have her permission to even touch myself is a turn on that only a true sub can appreciate

Natural Order

I find that the more stress full my Vanilla life becomes the more I fall into my submissive space. I think I am hard wired to be the Submissive in our relationship but society does not see that as the "norm"



By day I own, manage and work in my succesfull small business. I wonder what my staff and customers would think if they knew that behind closed doors I Love to submit to my Queen LO7. Imagine the look on my staff's faces if they ever caught a glimpse of me in my red or black panties kneeling at LO7's feet painting her toe nails . The fear of exposure is a huge turn on for both LO7 and myself. Being from a small town we are very carefull to keep our private life secert from all, but when we are away LO7 loves to show, very discreatly of course, who is in control of our relationship. As we continue to grow in our respective roles the "norm" is slowly changing for what I think is the better.

Dodging bullets

All I could do was close my mouth tight. LO7 instructed me to eat the cum that I shot all over my chest WITHOUT her permission. I hesitated long enough for her to change her mind. That would have been a hard order to “swallow” had she not had second thoughts.Lo7 and I have been exploring this lifestyle for about a year now and continue to grow into our respective rolls. LO7 knows that the more she denies me the more submissive I get and the more dominant she becomes. When I came the other day after express instructions not to I knew I was in for some major tease and denial this week. Waking up hard and horny LO7 enjoyed her morning tea teasing my naked cock to the edge only to stop short of an orgasm. This along with her informing me that when we are on our trip to Vegas in March I will not only be sexually tormented for the entire week but will also be stripped of any financial decisions. LO7 will control the cash and I must explain any spending not instructed by her. This is a huge step in our FLR relationship, up until now it has mostly been in the bedroom but now LO7 is expanding to our day-to-day life, which scares and excites me at the same time.

I will try and do more regular postings and as always we love to read any comments left by readers

Kb7

Domme House

HNY to all of our faithful followers...cheers to another great year of growing!

Kb7 had business which took us for another overnight stay out of town, much needed after an exhausting holiday, lots of family, skiing, cooking and cleaning. We made arrangements for the kids and left at 7am...

On the trip down we chatted reflecting back on the holiday season and the lack of intimacy, but not a lack of desire we missed with one and other. I shared with Kb7 a new rule which was to be implemented effective immediatley ...when Kb7 displeases me, I am going to have him sleep on my side of the bed on the floor on a nice padded little bed like a dog would sleep on next to his beloved owner. Dogs are the most faithful of companions whos main objective is to please their master. When a dog is disciplined he accepts his punishement, moves forward, doesn't hold a grudge and continues being loyal to his master. Dogs greet their masters with unconditional love and devotion, greeting their master with a wagging tale ...you get the picture. Having shared this with Kb7, I could see the pleasure and disbelief come over his face. Admittedly he was completely shocked that I am taking my role more serious.

Did I mention during my birthday get-a-way, I had Kb7 carry my Victoria Secret shopping bag, while I filled it with satin and lace:) Oh I didn't leave Kb7 out, I had him pick a pair of panties out for himself, I talked just loud enough for him to hear me, but for others within listening distance to hear as well. Kb7 shared with me later on that night as he modelled his black lace panties for me, a lady had been staring and flirting with him as I had him stand outside the change room for 30 +minutes, I told Kb7 I would be playing with myself and not to rush me!

I need to get a "dommey bed" for my loyal companion...any thoughts?

Closing in on 1 Year

January marks 1 year of our Blog, I cannot believe the ride so far. As of today Lo7 and I seem to have taken another step hand in hand into the lifestyle of FLR. Our Christmas was the most loving and peaceful yet,the children, LO7 and I enjoyed a wonderful holiday. Lo7 has embraced her new role as Domme of our sexual life and is eager to experiment more in Controlling our everyday lives. This in turn has pushed me deeper into my sub role and has made pleasing and serving her more of gift of my love to her. My new years resolutions for 2010 are
1) Focus on exercise, this will be for
my health and for the pleasure of my Goddess to have a nice trophy to admire.
2) Stay the Man my Goddess fell in love with, this will keep the love growing between us.
3) At Lo7's Pace and desire continue to refine my submission and encourage her Control over our relationship. This will ensure we have a comfortable future together with Lo7 managing both our Lives financially.
4) Explore along with LO7 the joy of being her slave and gladly take on more domestic chores while she learns to enjoy the fact that she need not feel guilt and anxiety over to much to do but can strengthen our love by sitting back knowing that her slave will gladly do these tasks to prove his love.
5) Lo7 an kb7 will grow into one with Lo7 knowing that kb7 will be her tower of strength and sounding board making the relationship a model FLR one with LO7 at the controls and kb7 supporting her all the way.
Happy New Year to all