Happy Anniversary to my Beautiful LO7

7 Years together

xoxoxoxkb7

L07 is away so not much to blog about
I do miss her

Tick Tock

LO7 really knows how to keep me on my toes
Friday came and went with no call to start re- training

I guess the waiting is all PART of the training!!!
kb7

boot camp

I have always had submissive fantasies, Lo7 is new to the Domme roll, but learning very fast. We juggle between vanilla responsibilities and our secret life. L07 has decided we have been exploring long enough, She has an idea what she wants out of my submissive side but needs to "tear me down and rebuild me".
I have to agree that I do control when I feel like being Sub and that is very frustrating for L07 so she "read the riot act"
When she is ready, she will inform me on a Friday morning and I MUST
1)Clear all plans for that weekend
2)Have groceries and a menu for a light meal Friday night.
3)At 5:00 pm Friday-5:00pm Sunday all my rights and freedom I am accustomed to cease, and I must go directly home and  proceed and obey any instructions I receive  from LO7 without question .
4) If Lo7 is not home and there are no instructions I must simply strip and put all my possession's in "her master bedroom in a box she will provide.
5) Naked , I must now simply wait for my Mistress to arrive, being stripped of rights I may not turn on a TV/radio/computer or eat or drink I must just stand or kneel which ever Lo7 has required and wherever she has required ,me to do so and wait for her.
6) Lo7 has also informed me that any time I am in the waiting mode. I must be using my brain to think of nice things I can do for her , Meal planning , surprise romantic evenings etc. She has also informed me that this is a very important task and while she may be relaxing with friends having a glass of wine I must be using this down time to better our lives. This task of rebuilding my submissiveness is very important and when she does get home the ideas and commitment I share with LO7  will determine where I sleep that night. Bad=garage floor Through Excellent = Master bed

7) LO7 has assured me that we will have a weekend of full Mistress -Slave lifestyle (and by slave she assures me i will not as much as breath without her consent) complete with humiliation private and public, discipline and lots of pampering for her. At the end of the weekend she will review and together we will sit down and talk about what works and does not work for us. LO7 will ultimately make the decision on how much control she will retain from decision making, financial issues and our sex life. LO7 has also warned that if I disobey or even speak with out permission she may end the weekend at any time and this she says would be very detrimental to our future relationship. 1 Last request LO7 has ask me to do is to ask readers for there input on what other things we should explore in this boot camp weekend.
So now I only can wait for her 5:00 o'clock call.
kb7

Rome wasn't built in a day...

Taking control in this lifestyle is not easy, it can be frustrating and rewarding. This was a fantasy Kb7 approached me with, looking to add some fire to our already hot sex life I was in for the exciting new challenge. For those who are dedicated to this lifestyle can relate with the daily challenges we face balancing kids, family, work, friends and life in general.
Over the past year at times I admit to feeling a little resentful towards Kb7,I often feel as though my roll is much more of an ongoing work in progress. I feel as though I am doing all the giving and changing to please KB7s sexual fantasies and desires. We are human and have our disagreements, admittedly not the best time to express my resentment. As a result we would both pull away from this lifestyle taking sometime to get back on track, making up is always extremely satisfying as I always feel like I get the last word as I regain control once again.
Recently after a very heated argument words had been exchanged and Kb7 misunderstood me, resulting in this blog being deleted. I felt as though this could quite possibly be the end of our relationship. Why?
This lifestyle is something we share with eachother and fellow followers exclusively. I have come to love, worship and admire my Kb7 not the vanilla husband that trys to regain control. Kb7 was shocked when I announced this could be the end of our marriage.Kb7 exploded saying "IT IS ONLY A BLOG"! I retaliated this is not a blog this is us, this is what we have become, this is not only your fantacy anymore this is mine, this is our life. I felt we could not move forward in the vanilla relationship any longer not after having a taste of the FLR! There was no going back, only moving forward with or without eachother. After a tearful couple of days Kb7 announced the blog was back, I can't tell you how relieved I was. I felt like the void was filled again.
I was surprised at how much I enjoy our lifestyle and our BLOG this is us and this is our story. No pain no gain! It is a struggle but very worth the effort. xoxoxo

back on track

LO7 was quite upset when she realized I had deleted the blog after an argument we had over this lifestyle and my (and Her) lack of commitment to living the FLR we talk about. I think the picture says a 1000 words and I assure all followers that We are back and LO7 is on a Fem Domme rampage, I sure all will enjoy any future posts, and I apologize to LO7 and our followers for deleting this blog.

we're back

sorry for the sudden vanishing  act, technical difficulties